Hello sophomore

been a year since the last time i opened my blog. well the last few days were my first week of the sophomore year. No significant change. my seniors (still) don't allowed us to to many things. (clicheeeeeeeee.) my seniors (still) hates us. but that was okay though.. I choose not to care about it..

what i care about is my high school friends. I feel like i finally found my true friends. I miss my junior high schools girls, but they seems like don't miss us and they love it to move on. and yet it feels soo wrong. I felt a certain unbridgeable distance between us. I guess it could never again feel natural to talk freely to them.

Any attempts to feign normal social interactions were just stressing because it was so glaringly evident that everyone I spoke to for about 9 years would feel awkward and self-conscious around me.